I am still having senior moments...for days on end
I am really struggling to function, so my pal Sherry came by and brought me another dose of B12, after 3 shots in the last 4 weeks my level has only climbed from 87 to 95...still well under normal. I am doing another shot this coming Saturday. Everything I find online says a level as low as mine should have started with a loading dose of one shot a day for 5 days...I hate HMO's and the way they do things...I need to be up and running, NOW, not dragging, numb and confused. Anyway I am taking this situation into my own hands, I don't have the patience to wait a year to get back to normal. I cannot function the way things are, not at all.
I did get one package into the mail yesterday, and the Tribal Sun collage is going out by Friday, with an extra special sorry for the delay gift included. I had the bonus gift that goes with it nearly done 2 weeks ago and went to press it and fried it with the iron when I got distracted, so I had to start it over. I sobbed for hours, this is not like me at all. I am not committing to doing anything else until I feel better. Did I mention I crock-potted chicken breasts for 2 days before I remembered I even had it cooking? I have reminders set in my phone to remind me to eat, lately Viola, my 83 year old Alzheimer's client is more on track than I am, she finds it funny. I do NOT.
If I could just get my brain and energy back life would be good, I am really tired of being tired all the time... off the chart fatigue with an almost semi-dementia. It's been maddening. I now know I am not going to age gracefully, when my mind goes for real I have decided I am just checking out.... I hope I remember when the time comes.
The other major dumb thing I did was, I am in this group on yahoo, we make themed 13"x13" art quilts on a schedule, somehow I got the schedule muddled in my brain and got well into the one for coffee before I realized I was suppose to be doing the sun theme....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! On the plus side, I am well ahead of schedule for the coffee one that is due in August.
I wonder if I am even safe to be driving the way my brain is not working these days... I am keeping my jaunts close to home, but we are suppose to go to the coast with Sherry for July 4th, and I am suppose to drive.... Karina may need to co-pilot, that's a scary thought.....
